I see a thin line

Moment of surrendering
And the moment of holding on
Here I am midst of two
Experiencing life though
Yet have I never been here
Knowing the consequences of both
I feel hard to let go and
Even harder to surrender
Here I see is thin line between
Letting go and giving up And
Surrendering and failure
And I am not that wise yet
To tell myself how to identify
And not give up but let go
Not to fail but surrender to the Divine
It is heroic to let go and surrender
But cowardice to give up and fail
Even if that line is visible
I am still stuck and it is
More haunting alone when
You don’t know whether
To let go or to surrender