When introspecting

Sometimes mere introspecting within takes you to new dimension of your existence. Finding purpose of one’s life comes to the conclusion that your were mere a trial to some and others were to you. You become a new being with each passing day and ultimate truth comes to you. You realise that being humble, paying gratitude and being patient are the ingredients to have this life gracefully. All other achievements come to you running. However if we run after them, they always attain the pace that is unmatched. What follows after that is sadness, underconfidence, anxiety and depression, and the major ingredients seem like illusions.